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(I have a picture here of greg heffley from diary of a wipmy kid because greg is a socially awkward person hehe)
Hello everybody ! Now before we get to the topic about teenage blues, here’s an intro…
Puberty ! The time of your life when a bunch of changes happen to your body. Either you like those changes or not, it will be there. Those changes are physical, mental and even the emotional state. Now I’m here to talk about teenage blues but some of these are my teenage blues and most of it aren’t because not everything that I call a teenage blues is not how the others call it a teenage blues. Now without further a do, let’s start with this journal entry.
First, Jealousy. This is one of my teenage blues because sometimes what the others achieve or good at, I really envy them. Like for example if there’s a competition and I wished I should’ve joined it, I congratulate my friend if he/she won but in my mind I’ll be like: I should’ve won that. Or like the time when IV Of Spades had a concert at Glorietta, I invited a couple of my friends to come with me because my mom allowed me to go. And well they said yes and in fact they got to glorietta before me. Which was totally fine for me at first because I was already about to leave at that time. But it was raining cats and dogs, there was a typhoon at that time that’s why my mom said: Next time na lang Yshie ! I cried a river that night because I’m the one who invited my friends but I’m the one who didn’t go. Which totally pissed me off. And I got so and I mean SO jealous at one of my friend (which I won’t mention her name because I don’t want to hehe) Blaster Silonga waved at her and in IV Of Spades, Blaster was my crush, he’s my celebrity crush to be honest that’s why I really got jealous. So yeah, jealousy is one of my teenage blues and my #1 enemy. But I know that I shouldn’t be jealous because God will always give me the perfect time for everything. In fact he did, because I already saw IV Of Spades last september 29 hehe ๐
Next is Depression, now this isn’t my teenage blues but to some it is so here’s my rant about depression. Here in the Philippines, mental health isn’t taken seriously. And this depression is sometimes the next level of jealousy. Because if you get jealous, you’ll get sad and if you get sad, and sadder and sadder, you’ll get depression. To be honest most teenagers today would say they’re dEpResSEd but they really aren’t. Because when people talk about depression, they’ll think it’s trending so they’ll be like a bunch of emo on social media. To those who are faking they have depression…HEY JUST SHUT UP WOULD YOU !!! DEPRESSED IS DIFFERENT FROM SAD, IT’S NEVER THE SAME SO DON’T BE ON FACEBOOK LIKE: Mamahalin lang nila ako pag namatay na ako. SO WHAT ? EDI WOW STOP FAKING IT ! BECAUSE DEPRESSION IS NOT A JOKE. And to those who have depression, hey I know you think you’re worthless, you may be facing problems in your life but you can punch those problems right on the face ! And God loves you, you’re not worthless because God doesn’t think you are worthless. The others who are faking don’t understand you. But just don’t mind them.
Third, this may sound clichรฉ but it’s Love. Again, this is not my teenage blues, it’s the others’ teenage blues but here’s my rant. YOU DON’T NEED A BOY/GIRLFRIEND TO LIVE OKAY !!! YOU’RE STILL TO YOUNG TO GO ON A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP PLUS YOU’RE STILL STUDYING ! IT WILL BE A HUGE DISTRACTION. Don’t hurry yourself into things you’re not supposed to have yet. Like your diploma, you can’t get it yet unless you study hard.
Well I guess that’s all I have to say about teenage blues.